The beaches are still calling me to be near them. I'm desperately yearning the need to smell the salty air, feel the sand between my toes, and soak up the hot steaming sun. Hubby is full aware, so what's the problem??? my RA...as usual. Hopefully, we will be able to make plans soon...
Po-boi has settled nicely to his new digs. Stella is extremely happy with her new living arrangement. No more threats from the evil Miss Mercedes. Po-boi says she has become very loving, almost cat like. We have rearranged our furniture back to prior his moving back home. Amazing how the house is so much bigger. I'm grateful we had the extra square footage to store his belongings.
We have been busy decorating Po-boi's apartment. He has taken some of our artwork. Since we downsized from our other home I was holding on to a few pieces he liked waiting for him to move out. I loved purchasing the stuff at Kirklands & Home Goods are my favorite home decor places to shop. We currently rent our home, now that all the ruckus in our lives have settled a bit, I'm curious about purchasing a home again. The owners of this home are the adult children to their deceased parents. The siblings live 4 hours away, the parents have been gone for a few years. They tried selling it prior to our moving in, but brother wants a small fortune, sister would be glad to have it off her plate. We know the real value, but brother won't budge on his dream price. We live in a tiny town, inventory does not move quickly. So, we plan to start shopping in a month or two, we will submit our reasonable offer on this place, cuz why pack?? If rejected like we anticipate we'll look at other properties. I really want a swimming pool. With my RA I never go on the wave runner, so I miss the enjoyment of living on a lake. The hot tub helps, but I know the therapy of a swimming would be wonderful.
My RA has been giving me fits. I had to wait a month to get approval from our insurance for the new injection, I want to scream at the people delaying this. They see another endless supply of paper on their desk. I wish they could feel what I'm going through, I bet the paperwork wouldn't stay on someones desk. Each week I would call, the people taking my information would put "urgent", thus another week would go by, and would repeat the process. So frustrating. Meanwhile, the RA flares are happening, I'm gobbling up pain meds like candy. I finally received my injections, but the effect of the medicine takes time. I inject myself weekly, but I should expect results 30 to 90 days. God willing. I was so proud giving myself an injection. In the pass I had hubby give it to me. It's a little mind game putting a needle into your body, but I thought just do it you big baby. lol
I've been taking notes to share with the doctor. I have had an average of 3 separate areas flaring each week. Insomnia, exhausting too boot. Oh, I pray the injections kick in at the 30 day mark, not another 90 days of this happening. My body developed a resistance to my previous drug cocktail, why I needed to change to an injections. The doctor wants me to have infusions, but I've been down that road too. Having to make an appt every month for a 30 to 45 minute I V stuck in your arm is very unpleasant.
Hubby has been so good. I feel bad for him that I'm the one he needs to care for, I would rather care for him so he doesn't have the burden. I'm in bed most of the time trying to survive the pain. I only prepare 1 or 2 meals a week. I planned a great meal for Easter. The boys enjoyed themselves. By the time evening rolled around I was paying the price. I stayed in bed for 2 days. My hands were swollen from chopping up the veggies, my hip and left foot decided to add to my misery. Seriously? ugh
Well I did not intend to blog about so much, but it feels good to get things off my mind. Now to kick back, and enjoy my cup of joe.