A very significant birthday is approaching, and I can't believe this, but I'm struggling with it...Who knew?? but you start to really ponder about your life, how much time you could or could not have, what you've have done or not, i.e. MID-life crisis....I would greatly appreciate another 50 years on this planet, but it's highly unlikely. Mix in a lil thing call menopause, it's a wonder any of us "make" it thru....
I have no idea what the future holds...i.e. 'FUTURE'...so what plans could I possibly make??? I'm not a "bucket-list" type of gal, no need for sky diving, swimming with whales, or climbing Mt Everest...nope...I'm the type that does like to travel, see places, meet people, but I live in a tropical place, so I no longer need to see tropical areas...Once I've done or seen something it's hard to convince myself to repeat it, unless it's a mani/pedi or spa....lol We have traveled a lot! 22 states, 1 cruise visited the Caribbean twice. I'm rather a lucky girl I suppose, didn't really get that until writing this just now... (amaze-balls) How God throws a curve ball on occasion. I realize the "future" is a gift, and my life has been fascinating, lucky, healthy for the most part, yet I still feel the need to retreat in self-pity. Why? I can not explain..maybe sometime this week I will finally grow the hell up....maybe....lol
